So many times in life I have found myself striving towards an achievement, only to be disappointed once I’m there, because I don’t feel any different.
Bachelor’s degrees, Master’s degrees, children, holidays, big celebrations…all fell short of the fantasies I enjoyed, before I experienced them.
My brain wants to tell me it’s more money and a PhD I need! haha … but deep down today I know better. I know that external things can never bring me the peace and serenity I seek, that I have always sought. The peace and serenity and connection I see everyone around me also seeking.
So I published my blog. It wasn’t perfect, but that’s not why I feel semi-hollow. It’s because I disconnected myself in order to get this done, I’ve become unbalanced. This hollow feeling is the price of disconnection for me. So excuse me whilst I go and get a spiritual tune-up!
Meme taken from Twitter account @AlexisH38538082
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